Diary 1st Sept - Today's "faffing around"

I've actually had a fairly productive day today. In words that aren't mine - I have "faffed, faffed some more, and faffed to an outstanding level of a degree that I have not seen before". Haha! I've just done loads of bits and bobs today, the 'faffing' was regarding to me this morning though. I tend to stall quite a bit before breakfast. I'm not actually stalling though, there's just my daily routine between when I get out of bed and having breakfast. OCD for you! 

I am trying to break my OCD habits and challenge them which is appearing to be very difficult sometimes. People are consistently telling me "you know something bad won't happen if you don't do it" but it's just what I have in my head. I am slowly but surely challenging my compulsions that I am aware of before I work on the ones that I am less aware that I do. I have many! 

I'm still looking at sports clubs and getting quite disheartened about it, I just feel the need to be active and actually up and about doing something with my days instead of being sat in the house on my bum all day. I'm not allowed to join sports clubs or anything yet and nor will I be allowed to for quite a period of time. However there is always the future and I guess it's something to look forward to :).

OH My Doctor Marten boots came yesterday, OH MY LIFE THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. Thought I would share that with you. I'm not a girlie girl who loves shoes/makeup/skirts/dresses/hair etc etc, I just love Doc Martens haha.

Right, I'm off to have a play around with this bloggspot and see what else I can do with it. If anybody has any questions about anything feel free to comment and ask me.

Quote of the day 

"Whenever you feel yourself doubting how far you will go, remember how far you have come."

Keeley. xx