Diary 5th Sept - Sorting Things Out

Terrible mood swings today. That Micronor that I have been taking for the past two days has COMPLETELY messed with my hormones. I know I was warned it could cause Depression but oh my life this has been terrible. I'm not taking them again, I refuse to fall back into that dark place. 

I've been really really nervous about moving house, really scared. This was partially the reason behind my relapse with Anorexia. Well, today the skip came and it all got too much. I just burst out crying and was absolutely sobbing for ages. During my crying fit, the lady who owns the Residential Home that I emailed the other day enquiring about volunteering called me and asked me to pop in for a chat so I'm going to go tomorrow. I was so embarrassed that I was crying but I couldn't help myself! I think all of the emotions over the last week or so and the stress about my ovaries/possible Endometriosis just completely got to me. Probably due to my hormones being messed with due to that medication but I just went completely BLAH (best way to explain lol) over it all! I'm not too bad now though, keeping myself distracted in positive ways such as drawing, reading, writing this blog, filling out forms etc. 

I enrolled to do a Health Sciences degree today which I'm REALLY excited about. It's the science and physicality of cardiovascular disease, visual impairments, cancer and things like that. I've always found that sort of line of work really interesting so to be able to begin a degree in it via the Open University (so I can do it from home, YAY!) is such a fantastic opportunity. It will be a lot of hard work but (like all) - worth it in the end. 

Sorry this is such a late post by the way! 

Quote of the day = "Don't surrender to negativity."

Keeley. xx