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Getting annoyedddddd! I really want to go swimming or running or go and play tennis or something! Not even to burn calories, I just want to go and do a form of physical activity in an enjoyable way so when I am allowed to exercise properly again I will be able to feel that it IS possible to do it for enjoyment purposes and not for anorexic reasons. Even if it's just 30mins-1hour, I just want to do something! Sick of being in the house staring at the same four walls not being able to do anything. I genuinely do love physical sports, not even for eating disordered reasons. I just love the fun and freedom of it. There's not much to do around here though. I'd like to maybe go to the woods and park half an hour away and just hire the tennis court for a bit. Have fun, laugh, enjoyable physical activity! Argh, how annoying. One day when I'm fit and healthy I'll be able to do this without having 504309325329857395 on my case for it haha! 

I WANNA GO RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. I miss running. :(