Okay so I know it's a really weird thing to be happy about but it's such a HUGE weight lifted off my shoulders! I just got back from the doctors regarding my scan results again. I've had a referral to gynaecology for 8th October with one of the top gynaecologists in my area and we will be discussing the laparoscopy and how/when things will be done. I FINALLY GOT SOMEWHERE YAY! For all I know, maybe it's just me getting my hopes up, but maybe I won't even have a painful period next month! I don't even know whether I'll have one at all depending on where they find the endometriosis because if it's my ovaries etc they'll all be removed/burnt so we will see. It's strange to be happy about it and kind of selfish I guess, but my menstruation is absolutely ridiculous and yeah I just, I don't know, I'm just so flipping happy that things are getting sorted and moving fast so soon! I could have saw someone before the 8th October but my Doctor booked me in with the best one. I know I always say it, but my GP is actually a flipping STAR! I'm saying "flipping" a lot, I'm that happy I could swear but hey I'll refrain from doing that on here haha.
I've also been shopping for carpet and stuff for my bedroom today. I'm still really scared and nervous about it but things have settled a lot since we all had the "heated debate" shall we say, the other night. It does seem to have cleared the air a lot and my reasons behind being so scared and agitated about the move have finally been listened to and now I'm being helped. I won't actually be moving in at the same time as everyone else. We have the house I am in now until 4th October so I'll be going then at the latest. It's just until my room actually 'looks' like a bedroom and the wardrobe and furniture etc is in. I'm actually (I hate to admit it) getting quite excited now. I'm just all excitable in general tonight, things are finally moving in the right direction.
ONWARDS AND UPWARDS!!!!!! :D
Quote of the day = "Happiness is a journey, not a destination."
Keeley. xx
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