Diary 21st Sept - Achieving

GUESS WHAT I DID LAST NIGHT?! LIQUID CALORIES! So my friend came round, it was a Friday night and I thought 'hmm, I fancy a drink!' so we went round to Tesco and bought some alcohol. I was actually proud of myself for a couple of reasons:

1 - Liquid calories are a big fear

2 - I used to drink far too much as a way of coping, last night I just had two cans of Strongbow Pear Cider and drank those over the space of 4 hours, instead of drinking 1L in 5 minutes.

It was a really nice evening, it was good to just sit and have a giggle and a chat and a catch up in general. I actually did something a 'normal' (whatever that is) person of my age would do and I did it safely and I was happy. I didn't get drunk either, I just had two over the course of the evening and I was absolutely fine. AH I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF. 

I'm not condoning drinking in any way shape or form, it's just that it's been such a huge fear of mine for quite a while now and I managed it absolutely fine no problem. I did it to enjoy myself, not to numb the pain as I used to. I'm rambling away, I'm good at that haha.

That little thing with the feather (previous post) has been making me smile throughout the day too, I just thought it was lovely. 

I had a massssssssive fear food for tea which I even managed in front of people I'm not 100% comfortable eating in front of so tend to avoid around mealtimes. But I still did it.

THEN I HAD LEMON CAKE AS DESSERT. ANOTHER FEAR. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

I'm far too excitable (again) today, haha. My emotions are finally *touch wood* settled after the Micronor leaving my system. I'm just a happy little bunny today.

I hope you all are too :)!

Quote of the day = "Courage is the power of the mind to overcome fear." - Martin Luther King.

Keeley. xx