Today started off pretty well.
I went food shopping in the morning and oh my life did it feel good to get out of the house! I don’t purposely seclude myself and avoid people or anything anymore, it’s just a case of not having much to go out for and having to save the money that I do have so I can afford driving lessons and things.
I quite enjoyed my morning really! Also, I saw some REALLY good looking firemen on my way back from shopping. DAY MADE.
Slept for a couple of hours this afternoon because I didn’t get to sleep until early hours of this morning, I got side tracked by knitting and drawing. WUPSY. Turns out I’ll be doing the same tonight though as my leg has now decided that it wants to go on me again and I can’t feel it.
Hopefully it’ll be okay again in a couple of days, I have my fingers toes and eyes crossed! I was really annoyed about it but then I figured that stressing over it and getting wound up isn’t going to bring the feeling back any sooner so I may as well just get on with things the best that I can. I still have my wheelchair from before and I’m still fully stocked up on urinary incontinence pads (I hate admitting that, I’m 19 years old and get urinary incontinence when my leg goes! How embarrassing) but for now *TOUCH WOOD* the incontinence side is okay, I can still feel when I need to go to the toilet!
It’s not actually possible for me to be annoyed at the moment anyway, I’ve a friend and I’m literally sat here crying with laughter at the messages! Better not laugh too much, I might wet myself ;). Oh dear, sometimes you’ve just got to
laugh at yourself if it makes you feel better!
Overall, I’m quite a happy little bunny this evening despite circumstances. Tough things happen, that doesn’t mean that it has to prevent you from living your life to the best of your ability though. There is always a point and when you feel like giving up just remember that. There is ALWAYS a point and a reason (or several) to carry on.
Anyway, after seeing those damn good looking firemen earlier I’m off to the fire station just so I can see them again. *FAINTS WITH AMAZEMENT*
(PS that was a joke I'm not really, but OH MY LIFE I went weak at the knees. Hey maybe that’s what made my leg go hahahahaha).
Quote of the day
“You are perfect exactly as you are. With all your flaws and problems.
There’s no need to change anything, all you need to change is the thought that you aren't good enough.”
Keeley xx
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