In the whole 9 (coming up for 10) years of a life with anorexia I would have never imagined I would do this. I JUST KICKED ANOREXIAS BACK SIDE THE BEST I EVER HAVE!
I had tea at 8pm (something I would NEVER do before because I have rules around eating times), I cooked it myself, I didn't weigh everything out (only the chicken and the pasta, I didn't weigh the Philadelphia or the vegetables), I went for the higher calorie philadelphia because it was the one that I wanted, NOT what anorexia wanted me to have, I cooked it without supervision, a perfectly acceptable 600 calorie meal AND ATE IT WITHOUT ANYBODY WATCHING ME AND I ATE IT ALL AND I COOKED IT MYSELF AND NOBODY WAS WITH ME AND I DIDN'T RESTRICT I FLIPPING WELL DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even like express how I feel right now, this will do....
SKLJGKJSHKJSDLGHIUSDFHGVIJHJERAFJPDHJEARIDGHSTKJRLFGHXJTRFGIJERUTFG;TRHDKJLVKTJRLGHKERUTFHGITRHJGLKFEJRTHRFOKJTHOGBIJRFBJ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY KISS MY BUM ANOREXIA YOU'VE JUST GONE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
YAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I'm like sat here CRYING with PRIDE. I'm PROUD OF MYSELF. I'M ACTUALLY GENUINELY REALLY FLIPPING PROUD OF MYSELF. STUFF YOU ANOREXIA, THIS GIRL IS GOING TO RECOVER AND KICK YOUR SKINNY BACK SIDE OUT OF HER LIFE!
Quote of the day = "Anything is possible!"
Keeley. Xx
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